Random Trufax About Me

I like being alone sometimes. It gives me space to think and ponder.

IMO, phone calls > MSN > text messages.

Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever fall in love. It seems so impossible.

I hate arguing with friends. I cried once because I got into a fight with my best friend.

But then again, I'm not the kind who cries easily. The last time I really truly cried was a few years back.

I speed read. All the time.

I procrastinate. Most of the time.

I have mild OCD. Sometimes.

I overanalyse and think too much for my own good.

Just because I spazz about someone, doesn't really mean I actually LIKE them.

I've bought too many books and now I can't finish reading them all. D8

Annoying, immature people get on my nerves.

I swore alot when I was 14/15. And now I'm starting again, no thanks to Kath. =.=''

I have a doctor's handwriting: you can never read and make sense of it.

I like singing. In the shower. :D

Apparently the way I talk = me flirting. @.@

I sometimes wonder if people actually know the real me.

Questions? Ask me on my formspring. :)

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Tying Up Loose Ends

I hate how I'm pretty good at screwing with people's feelings over and under. Realization doesn't strike me until the MOST inoppurtune moments, when I've gotten myself in too deep.

I hate how I'm shit at confronting situations with people in person. And I deserve any hate if anyone does ignore me for the rest of my life if I pulled that stunt. I know I would do the same thing if I were on the receiving end.

(And I'm sorry for that. I really am.)

I hate how my brain has yet to be equipped with a sensor that differentiates my feelings, as in feelings between "like", "lust" and "like-as-in-I-want-to-have-you-as-my-bf-or-more-commonly-known-as-love(for lack of better word)".

Maybe it's my fault for being so complicated.

So that's it.

Unless you're someone who can make my insides melt into honey (e.g. signal of when I'm falling for someone) whenever you look into my eyes and vice versa (which is impossible, given my character of NOT dating anyone who I already consider a 'friend')...

I'm probably swearing off any romance with any males for next few months. Or until I turn 18. Or when I finally get that sensor everyone but me seems to have.

That is all. Don't ask for details.

(I also hate how I think like SUCH a guy: I hate emotions which complicate situations.)

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New Beginnings.

Ok Kelly here's your update. Nah. XP

Anyways.

Was sick yesterday AND today, which meant no school for me. :D

But though I managed to recover by sleeping for 13 hours STRAIGHT (WOOT), I'm dreading the amount of homework I'll have tomorrow. I missed Double Math AND Literature today! Ayam screwed lahh~ D:

So nothing special's going on in my life.

(I can hear the "CHYEAH RIGHT. BULLSHIT LAH YOU."'s)

XD LOL

Okay, there has been SOMETHING going on in my life. :) (If you read the previous post.)

I'm... kinda seeing someone. HEE~ :D

(Excuse random outburst, kthx.)

So far it's been great. :D

(And tbh, this post is also for him who said, "Why are there only 2 posts since I met you?" Oh hush you.)

And... if there's anything else... Ask me lorh. :D

Kthxbai. (Yes this is commonly referred to as a cliffhanger in literature. And yes I'm evil.)

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